I live in the US, in a very HOT state, not that it matters. Traveled all the way to Germany to visit husbands family for 2 weeks. We haven’t visited since 2019, and we usually go over Christmas.
Im so anxious about missing work, and what’s happening while I’m gone, I keep thinking about how taking 2 weeks off negatively impacts my target sales, etc.
This is awful. I should be having a good time. And my mind keeps drifting back to work. Other thoughts like “will they replace me” because I’m gone keep drifting into my head as well. This is so toxic. Anything I can do? Any advice? I keep checking emails and working from my phone and still feel crappy.