Ive always bounced around jobs or careers and still don’t know what I enjoy. I’ve been in healthcare since 2018. I have worked my ass off and have been fired from two urgent care jobs over a course of 2-3 years, and that has severely pushed me down. I feel “dumb” or like I am not “competent” despite the certifications i have. I don’t even want to work for anyone, I don’t trust any employer. I don’t want any raises, I don’t want to be apart of some bullshit company, even if it’s a good company. I don’t fucking care. Although I’m struggling financially since I got fired this January from my urgent care job while out with Covid. It has made me angry. My family is suffering because of my actions right now and I’m just going into deeper debt. I think I’m fed up and just want to punch the world in the face. I interview for jobs because I know that’s what I need to do, and I need to make money, but I feel way higher than these people and don’t even care to be apart of a stupid team or work place. Is this normal???? Lol. Im over it. Just need guidance. Please.