Every single day I am completely overwhelmed with the amount of work I have to do. Every one else on my team is getting help but not me. Instead I’m made to look like a shitty worker because I’m missing goals and missing deadlines.
I’m tired of feeling like a complete failure. I’m tired of being so depressed about my job. I’m tired of feeling like my life is collapsing around me and I’m never going to get to enjoy anything.
I’m desperately trying to find something else. I’m using my network, reaching out to people and trying to find an “in”. But I keep getting rejected.
I just want to give up. I can’t keep pushing like this.