I’ve had a lot going on these last few months and it was easier to handle at first but as time gone on it became harder to just leave what’s going on at the door. Yesterday, I was at work and was trying to recover from something that was upsetting me. I was doing the work I was assigned but I happened to get distracted and stare off into space when my boss came in. She basically got irritated with me and had the assistant manager pull me into the office for a chat. I told them that I had a lot going on with a possible death in the family. I didn’t give every detail but even my living situation was threatened and stuff just continued to pop up. They basically were very insensitive to my emotions. They just wanted work and only work. I tried to express how I felt but it failed as I always struggled with expressing my emotions. I was dismissed and as soon as I turn around and leave the room they both start busting out laughing. At this point I had enough I went back in and put in my two weeks notice
I just feel defeated because I wanted to stay at this job for a while. But it was hard to enjoy the job when each manager was telling me to do something another manager wouldn’t want me doing. It will constantly lead to me getting in trouble when I was just trying to do what they said. I admit I cried because now I don’t know what to do and I’m also upset because i’m running out of time to pay for my college class but after I pay for that Im going to have to start all over with saving for my car. I just hate that I have to pay for a Lyft to go back-and-forth to work A job I don’t even like
I’m just a mess right now. I’m literally debating trying to find a sugar daddy or starting an only fans because I just can’t do this anymore. I’m only 19 and the fact that I have years of doing this already drives me mad