I've been trying for years to leave home.
The job I have just doesn't provide me with enough money to leave home and I'm just fighting all the time to get a new job but it's just a constant stream of rejection and disappointment. I can never get a place on a graduate scheme and every job I apply for it's rejection.
Im losing everything in the process and I feel like a failure. Dumped, stuck in a job that I don't like and can't even pay rent because rents are so expensive here. A 33 year old man living at home in a room just a tiny bit bigger than the bathroom. So small I have to use one of those IKEA sleeper beds to have some space. I just have no idea where to start. I feel so fucking stressed because it feels as though the clock is always ticking. I don't know how I will live if I get to 34 and I'm still in here.
Ive been at university and just before the pandemic I graduated. I've never lived on my own before.