I am still in my early career stages but I do still hold a lot of responsibility in my position. I am being paid adequately and even have a company vehicle that i can use for personal use. however, every sunday is extremely depressing to me. Every monday i wake up i feel sick to my stomach with dread. To be honest, the only job I ever had that didnt make me feel like this was an office job that refused to give me any sort of raise after being there for some time.
i guess i just dont even know how to cope anymore. capatalism is getting the best of me. im burnt out at 28 and extremely depressed. every day is a cycle of the same bullshit and i spend 8-10 hrs a day with people who dont even like me just to go home and have 4 hours to make dinner, clean, and “rest.”
i want to get out of this awful cyclical pattern but i cant. how do you cope?
edit: does anyone else wake up feeling sick to their stomach from their jobs? i mean is this “normal” in the context of capitalism or are there actual jobs out there that dont make you hate your life?