I have autism, i dont network well abd i burnt out bad during covid. Every job ive had previously has gone not great because i wasnt accomodated at all.
I took a year off of work to recover from the burnout, amd now that im looking again the only jobs that will even look at me is shit like retail that pays like shit, and will lead to burnout fast.
Im just trying to get some sort of job i can do, but the jobs i want to do / can do wont look at me, or i flunk the interveiw. All my supports have been shit at helping or listening to me, so im on my own with this.
So right now ive been working for my father, and liveing off supports. I live on the poverty line, and in the winter when i cant mow lawns, below the poverty line.
I just want a job that wont make me want to die, is that too much to ask for. I just dont want to get bullied, and when i burn out i need time to recover.