My lead has gaslited in the past and it fucks with my ptsd to the point where my anxiety skyrockets.
He took work from me with no excuse other than “there were logging errors.” My requests for an explanation or to be shown have been met with “not now”. And “I don't want to”. His unwillingness to show the mistake(s) even though there have been opportunities to do so is what is causing the anxiety. Because my mind goes tothe worst possible scenario.
I know for a fact that he has failed to log things as well.
If I have been making mistakes why am I just now finding out? Has he not been doing his job? And this is a passive aggressive response?