I work a job that breaks me down physically and mentally. I’m on my feet from 7pm-7:30am running my ass off around the warehouse (usually by myself) to do maintenance and troubleshooting on machines and problem solve operator issues. I never get to spend much time with my wife I’m always sore and feel sick. My schedule is always changing. One week I’ll work 36hrs another week I’ll work 50+hrs. I have to change my sleep schedule at least 2-4 times per week
I feel like I can’t focus on my physical health or my mental health and at this point I wish something would just happen to me so I wouldn’t have to deal with this fucking job anymore.
I’ve tried the side hustle methods, I’ve tried looking for another job I’m just fucking over all of it. I’ve checked out completely. My legs are constantly sore or in pain, my back is hurting, I’m not eating well or sleeping. I want to fucking die. I hate this fucking job. I hate that I have to run the rat race just to get by. I hate that I’m not creative enough to pursue anything that I once had a passion for because of this fucking job.