managed to get an internship at a web design company. im extremely inexperienced but whatever, thought i might as well try. quickly realized i need a new laptop for the job as my old one is too tiny to handle all the files we have to download. so my grandparents helped me buy one specifically for this role. it cost £300 something which is the most we can afford. and it is really, really slow. it freezes every two minutes. it deletes my work and saved files. rn it has turned itself off and won't turn back on. i have no idea what i am going to tell my boss tomorrow. she is going be so mad. the company is already sick of my excuses and my lack of productivity/understanding. i'm pretty sure they're about to tell me this isn't working out. i should care more. i do care. this is going to kill me money-wise. and this is a majorly WFH position that pays me minimum wage which is WAY more than i got at my old internship. but i just don't. i'll be miserable no matter what i do, i think. i guess i just needed to gather my thoughts about it all. this is so shit.