I'm not a lazy person. The things I enjoy doing, I can commit to and work hard at. Each job I've had so far, I get burnt out fast. Used to be a CNA, no longer interested. I currently just do Ubereats which has been a blessing but even at untaxed 600 a week I'm still struggling. I want more, financially and personally, but to me the only jobs available are strict non flexible soul suckers.
I don't like being micromanaged, having a boss, and not having complete flexibility. Thankfully with this gig work I have no boss, I can work whenever I feel like it and I'm hanging in there. I don't know what to do because I'd like a job where I make enough money to be comfortable, but also can work whenever I want and not have a direct boss. I'm not talking oh, work one day a week and make 1k. I mean choose like four days and I start the day at whichever time is comfortable day to day and get my job done regardless.
I don't know if there is work like that out there, and it's making me depressed. I refuse to give in to this capitalist bullshit of dogshit jobs. I won't do it, my mental health needs a proper balance of work and rest. I feel like I'm just stuck in a hole because I don't know what to do, I have no clue what jobs I could do that fit my needs. If anyone has any ideas of things that I could pursue and work at that could help me I'd appreciate it. I just feel completely lost.