I feel horrible right now. Those three days I had off meant so much for my mental health. Imagine having that peace of three days off straight for a few months then going back to a 5 day hell. I had Saturday, Sunday and Monday and now it’s just Saturday and Sunday because of understaffing issues. Pray for me or if you don’t believe in all that just wish me luck please.
This is seriously a huge deal for me that I’m trying my best to get over. Then I think about how I could barely get through 5 days when I used to have to do it for this company. I might seriously collapse from stress or do something irrational. How people seem to have unlimited energy and make work look so easy just makes me so annoyed and jealous that I can’t seem to function like a normal adult.
I’ve already applied for other jobs now, today was the breaking point for me. It will be a year there on August 9th. I’ll have to go back Monday and work there until somewhere I applied for accepts me but I already mentally quit. I’m done.