My first thought upon this realization is that I'd rather blow my head off. Not joking.
I'm 23 years old with no money and no prospects. I dropped out of college years ago to help care for dying relatives. Last summer I quit my job to move in with and care for my dying grandmother. I lived off my savings.
Now as my grandmother has died and my savings has dwindled, I realize I have no choice but to return to that shithole. My car is unreliable and gas prices are through the roof. It is the only place around I wouldn't have to commute too. I hated it so much. I literally feel sick to my stomach at the thought of going back. Backed into a corner, yet again.