Good day reader,
I just would like to get a few things off my chest, and maybe a few words of encouragment please.
Two weeks ago, whilst working and using my company vehicle, I got into a small motor vehicle accident. The car is still driveable, but the damage is between $1500 and $2000. I do not have to pay this, but I feel extremely dissapointed in myself about this for some reason. On the day of the accident when I reported it to my boss, the first thing he told me was that we would have to have a meeting to discuss a way forward as I have been involved in 2 accidents in about 10 months, without asking me if I was doing okay. Both accidents have been very minor. For context, I drive a lot. Roughly 5-7 hours a day.
My boss also expects us to work on Saturday’s for about 5 hours but my contractual working hours are only Monday to Friday, 8am till 4pm. I also have to be available after those hours as I work in the retail and marketing space.
I feel that my mental happiness is being taken away from me. I don’t know how to feel positive again, and to feel that everything is alright at the very least.