Was called into a meeting at work the other day where we were told that yet another member of our team had attempted suicide, luckily (or unluckily for him, depending on his perspective) he failed in his attempt. We've already lost a few team members who successfully killed themselves for whatever reason. After the manager broke this news to us they preceeded to inform us that our team had the lowest score of the 4 shift teams. We were told to book our ideas up and start performing. Feel like I'm at my wits end. If something in my life doesn't change soon I feel like the next meeting will be about me.