Turns out I'm gonna be a father again and it sucks that I'm having a hard time being excited for the coming of another kiddo. I have been showing excitement and positivity for my wife around the house but the honest truth is for the past three mornings I've been crying on my way to work. I'm afraid of not being able to provide or make a decent enough living for us four off of my one income. I work a lot and barely get to see my firstborn daughter, I miss her a lot everyday and now I'll have to miss this child too. Life shouldn't feel like this, I should just get to be happy but ignoring the impending financial hardship is difficult.