I work in a hospital. When I first started, I was humiliated at work. I ask this tech if I could signed off of my orientation packet.
He yelled at me, swore at me all in front of my coworkers. I felt so embarrassed and humiliated and it something I will never, ever forget. I wanted to cry so bad and I felt a panic attack coming on.
This nurse decided to join in. She started to yell at me too. She said “if you’re off orientation and you fuck up, I will be fucking pissed at you.” I knew she had a reputation for being mean, but I never thought I would experience it personally.
Then another nurse joined in (she started the same time as I did, so I’m not sure what she had to say) she rolled over and said “you don’t want to be off orientation.” By this time, I’m so embarrassed, I want to ugly cry and leave.
The tech who yelled at me at first, then said “you think you know everything!?! Go ahead go do this task!” I failed to do that task and I felt like he did it only to embarrass me in front of my entire team of coworkers.
My entire crew of coworkers saw this encounter and did nothing. The only people who had something to say, only had something to say directly to me.
I feel like due to this, I was bullied and isolated from my work community. I wasn’t invited to any after work activities or felt included in anything. I know for a fact that everyone talks behind my back.
I’ve never felt like such a fucking loser as I do now.