First day unemployed and just trying to sit with the feeling of not having that obligation. Being grateful that I’m not worried about the coming months rent or expenses. But know I need to figure some things out for the following month. Things are finally coming together after a decade of errors, blunders, actually becoming an “adult”, and periods of severe depression. Many things in early stages. All needing collaborators. People say they are down but then are not. Does anyone else actually see the vision as I do? I don’t know. I’m beginning to think no. But I’ve decided to work three days a week at the Dunkin’ Donuts in the local train station. I love train stations. I’ve been strategically cutting my expenses for a number of years and that should get me by and leave me plenty of time and energy for business pursuits of my own. But now I’m unemployed and don’t actually have any job offers though I’m confident in my hire-ability to what society would call “not real jobs” for me as a white man. But what I’ve come to find are the realest jobs out there. Anyway it’s my first day unemployed, and I’m so close to being self employed that I can almost taste it. So wish me luck! And if you made it this far, thanks for reading my impulsive unplanned rant to the internet.