just prefacing this saying I have depression that is pretty much untreatable. ive been through the whole gamut of treatments to no success.
but I started a customer service job after a year of unemployment and i can’t muster up the energy to do anything after work. i get one day off at a time, so i usually need to spend that whole day sleeping. instead of exercising (and the body pain is crazy now from standing all day, with my scoliosis), instead of playing the hundreds of dollars worth of games piling up in my room and instead of drawing which was my life’s hobby. I used to draw every day, now I haven’t in over a month.
i feel like working (customer service in particular where I regularly get pretty emotional from rude people/coworkers) destroyed my creativity, my energy to talk to any online friends or maintain my hobbies .. not sure if I should ask for fewer days because we don’t have the staff, and they might just drop me then and there. work makes me feel hopeless.