I currently work at Olive Garden making $12/hour. I was hired for another position where I made more and then transferred to another position. I hate my job and it takes a physical and mental toll on me. I called out all last weekend and want to cry at the idea of going in today. I'm currently waiting to hear back from multiple other employers but don't have anything lined up yet. I make extra but inconsistent income from freelance work which brings in about $300/week, more than I make in a paycheck at my other job and enough to keep me afloat. Should I just not go in?