For the longest time now I've worked in the oilfield and have had hardly any home time. But now I drive a local truck and am home every night. But my guilt of going to work still digs at me. I want to be at home with my wife and kids. Sure I make it so they 3 can be together all day everyday but I feel guilty not being with them as much as I want. It doesn't feel normal to feel like this since I'm not doing anything wrong, but I hate work so much I wish life was about being loved and loving other as much as you wanted. I hate work. Fucking hate it and money.