I have been working from the time I wake up until the time I go to sleep for 6 straight days. Today was Pride and I am sad I didn’t get to participate in something so important to me. Feel like my brain is leaking from my ears because of working so much. Physical and mental labor combined. Jesus I’m exhausted and I’m probably not even doing a good job at this point despite my efforts.
It’s exceedingly difficult to find time to eat at any point. I’ve lost so much weight, 45lb and counting. I don’t know what to do but this isn’t sustainable. My boss doesn’t care, it’s somehow my own shortcomings that’s causing me to have to work this much. Which just isn’t true, it’s too much fucking work. I’m gonna break.