In 30 minutes I have to get up for a 9 hour overtime shift at a warehouse. I feel like complete shit been sick for 2 days so far. I'm sitting on enough attendance point that if I dont come in today I'll loose my job. But I feel truly awful. Back in January they gave me my 3rd warning for point which took me by surprise since I didn't know I had any points at all, I never even got my first or second warning – because all of HR was out with covid. I'm just over it I can't even think straight typing this I'm mortified of going to work today. And its the weekend prior to valentines day and I just got engaged last month and on top of that we jusr finished a black out period. I want my life back