I worked in healthcare for almost three years in my position start at 35k (with a masters). I, at one point, covered for two work positions (coworker was on maternity leave) the front desk duties (she dipped) and scheduler for the Dr at the same time. Not to mention this was during the height of the outbreak. No hazardous pay, no pay increase for taking a double load for nearly 6 months. I maintained well above the asked percentage of productivity. Got Just a pat on the head good job email. This was also a field job that border-lined more caretaking than management work. This was not told to me before taking this job until after I accepted. I stayed because I desperately needing to leave my last job. I was promised major increases but I barely make 40k now. In my state, that is scraps. As well as everyone on my team makes close or over 100k. I’m exhausted, I hate my job and don’t know where to start. I feel like I can’t leave due to it being so risky with a major vacay/event I have been needing off. I also get overwhelmed trying to convert my healthcare resume to more business oriented because I am so done with direct care. Patients are cruel and soul sucking. Whenever I try to maintain boundaries, they act nice to my boss and go back to abusing me. Today my boss took to calling me out very passive aggressively in staff emails for whatever reason. I don’t care. I’m just so done. I need help.