Today i had to open, I did stuffs and things but as a general it was fine enough. We could have used more staff but its g. Got asked to close because we didn't have enough staff, I had to sort scripts, finish my giant list of jobs, bring in stock and close front shop because we had to get in a junior who didn't know shit about closing….. we were 3 people down so I had to do the work of 4 people….
Let me say this louder for the people in the back MY BOSS WONT HIRE MORE STAFF BECAUSE OUR STORE MAKES THE LEAST PROFIT OUT OF THE THREE PHARMACIES HE OWNS. THREE. THREE PHARMACIES AND A WIFE WHOSE THE HEAD OF SURGERY IN A FUCKING HOSPITAL.
It was a lot for one human and I may not look it but Im pretty solidly asd and adhd. I had a major meltdown in my car after work and bit myself (*) and now i have to go to work with a chonker of a bruise Monday. Those meltdowns only happen after big events now become im medicated but even with the medication I didn't cope. I didn't cope at all…
God i hate rich people, are we still eating them?
Meltdown – (I can't help it. Its like your brain goes into this static zone of entrapment, and white hot rage/sadness/overwhelm and you just kinda pfzzzzzzz out until you come good. Its not like psychosis, its more like a computer freezing and then you try to drag the little window over the screen and it gives you a whole screen of little windows until you have to restart it).