I used to have a fascinating career in the medical device industry, and I loved it. Got layed off, and now I work as a clinic nurse. Before every shift I get sever anxiety. And after the shift, the anxiety shifts back to it's regular simmer. My body is telling me that he doesn't agrees with my employment choice, but I couldn't find a way back in for over 6 months. And well, I still have to make a living. So I'm battling an internal war each day, all day. It got so severe, that I got diagnosed with an autoimmune disease. If I won't settle down mentally, this thing WILL kill me.
God I'm so tired of bad jobs that slowly kill you.