I literally never want to go to work anymore. I've worked only 3 days this month so far because I just can't force myself to go. Even just a few hours is torture for me. During my shifts I literally feel myself losing my sanity as the hours go by. I start having weird mannerisms and feel like I'm holding myself together from exploding. I constantly have to recompose myself. Does anyone else feel this way? Is it possible that I have some undiagnosed disorder and that could be the cause? I feel like if I had a job that I actually enjoyed, I would not feel this way anymore. I've worked a handful of jobs where I got treated very poorly, and felt awful working them as well, but in this current job I get treated perfectly fine. I just don't feel like it's worth the mental and physical exhaustion, and small amount of money I receive. I'm just tired of all it and maybe it has built up overtime through my past jobs. Is the perception that I am just a lazy person? Is there a way for me to change my mindset to be able to make it through these shifts easier?