Hello today marks 5 years since i started looking for a job, after having a single job. ive been taken care by my parents, mostly my father, he build me a small loft which i helped and a lot more things, but i live with my mom
She does nothing to help but its okay, im an adult and im supposed to take care of myself. So anyways this week may be my last week with electricity and water since i found out my mother is planning to force me to get my own things.
Sure, i get it, i dont pay rent yet i pay for my food, i have 1 to 2 months money for food and propane for cooking. i wasted more than i want to admit with bus tickets and cvs, its been 5 years and i barely even have an interview
i guess its because i wasnt able to pass highschool over personal problems.
yet here i am, not able to get a job, about to lose all conection to the world, some say it should be a good motivator, but i dont feel motivated at all
i just no longer know what to do.
sorry for pity posting