Kinda long sorry if this isnt allowed I just need advice
I started a new job in March. It's a receptionist position at a non profit. Basically they hadn't had a receptionist since before covid, so when I went in for training it was me just sitting around. Literally just sitting at a desk reading the news. I asked for work,and jumped at any task I was given. I was then put at the front desk with no instruction. Eventually I would get little tasks,mostly making excel lists. Copy and paste. Copy and paste. The only days I have more tasks are orientation days. There was an incident where I accidentally let someone into orientation who hadn't been actually onboarded. It was a whole thing and it shouldnt have been my fault. Whatever. I took the disciplinary talk. During the talk I got spoken to condescendingly,and told I should have actually been terminated,but they were feeling nice. It left a bad taste in my mouth ever since and I'm just feeling so unconfident and anxious that I'm considering leaving.