Shut the fuck up about the grind. I dont want to spend the little time I have in this miserable fucking existence twiddling my thumbs for some bullshit reason. I'm sick of living in this fucking world where my existence boils down to a fucking expendable number. I'm sick of being told I'm useless unless I work. I'm sick of this fucking system and I'd rather be dead than work work work, grind grind grind another fucking day for a paycheck I cant even fucking use. No one will even fucking hire me because I'm socially anxious and mentally ill but I'm not fucked up enough for disability. What the fuck am I supposed to do other than become homeless while working a shitty cashier job from 9-5? Why am I even here, what the fuck is the point? Were taught that everyone is special, unique and has a unique purpose. That's a fucking lie in this world. Either prepare us for the dread of living and don't give us false expectations or shut the fuck up.