I don’t mean giving up as in ending my life lol. But I feel like I used to work extremely hard. I had two jobs for 5 years and saved a decent amount of money. I bought a house at 25, by myself. Unfortunately it didn’t work out. Only owned it for a year before I sold it. I feel like NOW, I have no motivation to even try. Because no matter how much I work I will literally never be able to afford a home with these prices. Let alone who wants to fucking work 6 days a week to afford a house. That’s one of the reasons I walked away from my old one. Literally all I did was work. I was never even home. And second, was the horrendous scorpion infestation that was never going to go away.
I feel like I used to work hard because I had goals I wanted to reach. But like I said no matter how hard you work I’m never going to make enough to ever meet the goals I once had. Just shitty. Even shopping for food is getting fucking horrendous. I guess I thought life was going to be different for this generation. Like you could work 40 hours a week making 22$ an hour and be able to at least rent an apartment. Boy was I wrong. Now, I just go to work, work 4 days a week because what’s the fucking point?