I came to a realization…
I have changed jobs and careers multiple times throughout my lifetime.
Eventually, I finally found a job that I sort of enjoy, is relatively easy, and it pays well.
Yet, after 2.5 years of doing it. I am exhausted. I find myself unable to get out of bed sometimes. I find myself not caring whether or not, I go to work.
I am not sure if it is management (favoritism towards certain coworkers), my coworkers (condescending towards other coworkers but ass-kissers towards management), the customers (rude and hostile sometimes), the job (repetitiveness), or me (lazy, depressed, and unmotivated).
What I know is, I need to know the course of action before I have kids. Otherwise, I will be locked into a career I hate for the next 30 years.