So these last few weeks due to feeling extremely tired for a few months, I have been forcing myself to sleep my 8. If anyone wonders my overall health has increased noticeably (used to do 7 or 6:30).
But yeah it has come with a disadvantage. I barely have any time for myself.
Then I fucking realised. I spend around 1 hour prepairing and commuting. Then 8 hours at work (with a non paid 1 hour lunch) and then another 1 hour commuting back and decompressing a bit on the sofa. That is like 11/16 or around ~70% of my life revolving around work.
And yeah almost everyone has the same schedule as me. But it has crushed my soul putting it into numbers the amount of time I spend doing work related activities.
Man a 70% of my life doing shit that I don't even like, getting a shit pay and being away from my friends and family because of my job.
My point is: I refuse to keep giving my life away for something that I don't even enjoy doing and gives me a below average pay. I'll go over these thoughts a few weeks more and do some soul searching. Will probably go back to my parent's garage and live a happy life trying to at least make something that I am proud of.