I'm so tired of not being appreciated or respected at jobs where I try so hard. It feels like it happens every time?? I used to think it was me, but now I'm realizing it's my managers just…not having the empathy to realize people need to pay their bills.
My current job is one I have tried my absolute best at, I've been doing so well there and I felt like it was finally being noticed, then suddenly I'm not asked to come in for almost 2 full weeks. For context, they just hired another person in my position for no reason and I was worried my hours would take a hit, now that's exactly what happened. Before this I was working minimum 20 hours per week. Does my manager just not care that I will obviously be hugely financially suffering from working like maybe 16 hours in 2 weeks? Do they not think that's going to completely destroy my morale there going forward?
Slower weeks I can understand, but being told that I'm only needed next Thursday and maybe Friday, then getting CC'd in an email about a big day on Monday is like a slap in the face.
I'm tired of walking on eggshells, feeling like I have to do everything perfectly and should be grateful to even be there. I deserve better than this. Just what the fuck.