I don't feel I can have a happy life here. we live in this big world and I always hear people from other countries talk about their government's policies and see the results of standard of living surveys and wonder why I stay here. I don't want to die a wage slave. I have even moved to a career better suited for my me. I am happier but still always have the authoritarian regime being my overlords. The Netherlands looks like a nice option but I can't claim political asylum and I don't know if I qualify for immigration.