I work for a retail company as an assistant store manager. Life is hell. My intelligence is constantly called into question, I am micromanaged and I am being gaslit about requesting 2 days off to visit my family who live in another state and who I haven’t seen since September. It’s isn’t like I can afford to go. I make $17 an hour. I am constantly yelled at to not make overtime.I recently discovered that two people who have the same position make $18 and $22 respectively. I have decided to put my marketing degree to use and search for a job that will pay me my worth. But I’m still under water. I can’t pay my loans or for rent and utilities. I’m at the point where I’m ready to end it all to be honest. I came here to chase my dreams and now I’m barely making ends meet. I don’t qualify for SNAP or MA. I receive abuse every day and my mental health has deteriorated to the point where I don’t leave my bed on my days off. Please can someone help me make the month. Can someone share resources so I can find a new job. Please help me. I’ve run out of options.