I'm only 20. I don't have experience, a bachelor's or an associates. Don't have connections either. I told her how much I made in a month and she said it isn't that much and it is low. She doesn't even work. She has no job and gets paid $1k a month for her disability.
She seemed so perfect. Accepted a lot of things about me. Now it feels like she did that because of money or something. Man, I fucking hate capitalism. I hate money. It's so materialistic. Waste years of your life working everyday at a shit job that you hate, doing heavy labor that grinds away at your body while the uppers don't even do any heavy labor but get paid 4x more than you.
What a life I live. I'm 20 and I already have back and knee problems outside of work. I just want to travel the world, enjoy life, do things that make me happy. All of my money goes to supporting my family and my mother's fight against cancer. I'm drained. Fighting with your own thoughts everyday just to keep everyone happy and make ends meet.
Sorry about the tangent. Seems like money affects a lot of things, huh? Damn it all to hell.