because that's all I am qualified for but every time I've had to quit following a suicide attempt and now I'm working for myself but making no money so I'm about to be homeless because all the jobs available to me make me suicidal. Even when I was working 60 hours a week(tippable job making less than minimum wage) I couldn't afford just a studio apartment in my area so I really have no reason to put myself through all that AND still be honeless. I don't have the money to go to college and my mom makes too much for me to qualify for financial aid, not that a degree would help me much. I'm really struggling here to see the point of working to then not even being able to afford just one room. Not even taking into account food and other necessities. I don't understand where these people are getting enough money to find a place to live.