I just had a really nice week and a half vacation, but tonight is my second night back and I'm already burnt out again. When I left everything was ahead of schedule and everything was kosher. I come back, two people got fired, everything is behind and broken and the day shifts didn't do a god damn thing between when I left at 730 when I left this morning and when I came back at 9 tonight.
It feels like I never left, and I keep getting ghosted after interviews. I'm tired of feeling broken with no end in sight.
Thanks for listening to me blowing off some steam.