I started a job at a warehouse yesterday and I already hate it. The job isn't that hard to understand, but it's a lot on my body. I haven't had a job since about February and while I hated being broke and hated relying on my mom even more, I loathe the fact that in order for me to make a living, I have to essentially kill myself for it.
I'm trying to move out and be a functioning adult, as I have no car or license but what exactly is the reward? Yes, a place would be great….but fuck, it's hard when this is my only option to do so.
I feel like a lazy piece of shit.