Ive always had trouble holding jobs and just interacting with people in general. Ive always beaten myself up for not being able to participate in society in the ways I see everyone else do.
With Antiwork though I actually see that there might be some hope. Im seeing that my ability to contribute to societys bottom line is maybe not the only value I have.
Its a weight off my shoulders.
For the first time in a long time I see real possabilities for myself that dont involve being degraded and shit on in a shit job and then further degraded and ostricized by people at the job itself for being quiet and different.
Ive been suicidal for years but for some reason there are now moments of calm where I realize that my abilities and my personality, though detrimental in the working world, are not completely without hope and value.