Hello, I just wanted to rant and maybe get some peoples opinions. I have been driving for Instacart being my own boss delivering groceries alone for the past year and a half while also being a full-time student. I family security job as a teaching assistant. As I start the process of getting anything done (tb shot, background check, etc.) I realize that this is making me so anxious having a boss and having to Deal with all these super super strict corporate guidelines that seems robotic. I don’t know why the idea of working again makes me so anxious because I’ve had real jobs before. My anxiety with people has gone so much worse over the past few years and I really wish that I didn’t have to work. I didn’t asked to be alive and deal w this.