I’m at a point where most jobs make me miserable and I feel stuck. I’m leaving my current job (in education so next couple months would be off anyways) and every job I look into makes me cringe. I am just tired of dedicating my life to a job just to survive and not actually experience my own life. And the jobs I actually want to do (makeup artist and graphic designer) feel like they take so long to establish on my own they feel ages away. Plus wanting to move out on my own makes it even more difficult because I live in a touristic area so rent is ridiculous here. I just hate having these monetary expectations just for being born a human on earth.
My current job isn’t even that hard, I don’t do much all day but I still get so depressed being here I can’t take it anymore