I worked in food and beverage area for 8 years overseas. I worked my ass off during those time, availability 7/24. For the last 2 years I stucked at a jobs I really hate and unhappy the whole time but can't afford to quit. Before working there I was an outgoing person, I had confident in myself that can do anything as I was a very dedicated employee to other places that I worked. That horrible job left me with shatter hope and dream with no confident left that I just don't want to be in a work environment anymore.
A blessing in disguise for me ,COVID came and I finally had a reason to quit that despicable jobs and got an excuse when my parents asked. Went back to my country and thank to money save from spending my youth just work I can invest and live off interested. I felt so unmotivated to look for new jobs ever since but my parents don't want me to sit around doing nothing and persistent me to find one. But they want me to look for job with status, preferred manager position or just tell me to teach English like teaching is easy 9-5 money. Last job gave me such a scar that I just don't want to work anymore. I know what I supposed to do but I just don't bother to. I don't have any passion for anything, don't know what I want to do for a careers and the hell I don't want to work in hospitality.