siiiiiiiggghhhh
I'm trying to look for a new role within the organisation I work for and everytime I even think of starting an application my thoughts are:
-most probably going to have the same problems as my current team
-same pattern recycled again just with different people
-same old public servant culture, never really refreshes or changes, truly set in it's old ways.
Of course I also look outside too but I don't have a lot to branch out. My skills and experience have been built up from being in the same org for almost a decade, it's frightening to think whether if I am qualified are enough to get a job outside. If you know what I mean?
I feel trapped. 🙁
I would love to take the time and learn new skills, I love learning but without a financial safety net it's hard.
Anyone thinking the same?