I took a leave from my boring ass, dead-end job to work in another field. The leave didn't go well so I'm heading back to the dead-end job in a few weeks. Already have to pick what pointless summer projects I was to work on and all I want to say is that none of these projects mean anything and I'd rather just blow my fucking brains out at my desk.
The thing that gets me about so much modern work (at least my whole experience of it) is how fucking fake it all is. I lie and lie and lie about liking my job and how my I enjoy being a part of the team. I put exclamation points in every other sentence of every email I send so that I too sound like a coked out fuckknob who can't contain their excitement about all the projects we work on that benefit noone.
GOD just let it be over already. Fuck.