I would only like to vent a little bit. I thought I had finally found a nice job and felt at peace thinking things are finally going my way. I can't or maybe I should say don't even want to talk to my best friend or parents about this because its embarrassing and its not even fully my fault. I didn't get proper training, I couldn't deliver the results and I don't even get a second chance just when I'm starting to get hang of things. I don't even know if I'm getting that paycheck, this shit just sucks. I hate that this is what I have to deal with so I can afford to live.