I feel so emotional I went to this job temporarily until I find a way to leave the city I am in. They asked me to do similar things to the job I just left to risk patients. I wanted to cry the whole time. I feel so much pain in my soul and heart. I never felt this pain and frustration before. The boss took to get a badge and she got weirded out about the way I looked under the mask I looked sad and angry. I avoided eye contact because I was feeling depressed. I don’t know what to do. I just feel like crap