I lost my job in october last year. It was an unexpected downsize that company subjected upon different employees and unfortunately I was part of it.
I believe my massive social anxiety may have been the cause of my firing since I’ve always battled this problem for years, thus I had a hard time contributing to the interrelated elements of professional meetings and other dealing — or the firing was simply because of my poor job performance, I can’t say.
In my country, it is not weird for a person to live with their family as I continue to receive financial support and their roof over my head; atleast I am safe in that regard.
Disgruntled by the job loss and the underlying causal reason — ie my social anxiety — I reserved the next 3 months for learning how to communicate with people.
I choose a difficult interpersonal task. I decided to approach women since I had definitely suffered a massive setback in that area, and my virgin status is an evidence of it.
Long story short, and after suffering persistent rejections from different girls, I have significantly improved my “gaming” skills, and I now have a rotation of 3 girls who financially provide me even though I can go get a job and take the financial responsibility for myself.
Whenever I need money, I ask one out the other to send me some and they will immediately help me. I certainly don’t ask a lot because that is just plain shameless. However, I never imagined that I would be gaining a financial assistance in this regard in my entire life.
Getting served by these girls for the last 3 months or so, I have grown accustomed to their help as I don’t feel the need of going out and getting a job anymore.
I know that I definitely will, but it still feels great to have these girls provide me a financial support that I never thought possible.
I don’t know whether this post is relevant to this community. However, I wouldn't have started going out to talk to girls and improve my social skills had I hadn't lost my job. This is an unexpected gain of me losing my job, perhaps.
I still wonder why these girls cover my reasonably limited yet daily expenses. I can say that I am giving some form of manly value to them, but I certainly did not consider them going this far just to keep myself in their life.
I certainly shouldn’t wonder about the reasons, since I have battled a hell lot of socially anxious movements in my life, and that may have even cost my job.
Because of that reason, I am just gonna enjoy these enticing rewards for a bit and go get a different job after a month or two in the area relevant to my previous field.
PS: No, I am not cheating with anyone of them. I've made my current lifestyle pretty clear with them beforehand.