I work for an independently owned business that lost 30% of it's business last November and was terminated as part of a massive lay off this week.
I keep thinking about all of my past experiences with previous employers and the idea of trying to get a new job makes me feel empty and hopeless.
I'm tired of endlessly of destroying my self worth and self-esteem trying to slave away for not enough money for people who either don't care about me or can't afford to.
I'm tired of struggling to survive and I wish there was a way out of this miserable hopeless existence.